I do not really observe Christmas but I decided to not fight with people on its origins and Christ’s actual date of birth… and greet everyone who greeted me.

Oddly drew something after months of not doing so.


It was supposed to be @habinnny (IG) of the Korean group, Offroad but I can’t draw so nvm. 

Saturn returned to Taurus last December 19. It’s said to help Tauruses follow through plans…I could feel it. 

Well, I’m determined more than ever mainly because I’ve “wasted” 7 years in college and 4 from highschool. It would all be a waste if I stop now… but I won’t be young forever. 
Anyway at the moment, I am listening to a russian somg while studying spanish. I’m stuck with adjectives…

one of the examples were:

“el mal problema”

but is there even a “buen problema”?!  

I hope my brain permits me to finish studying adjectives tonight. Wish me luck! 

Uncertainty + Latin Grades

Hey guys! Latin 10 Class grades just came out and I got a 2.5! In the Philippines, 1 is the highest with 3 as the passing grade.

I actually missed a lot of class which is why my professor said he’d expect a 3 from me although I might get a 4 (there is a need to retake the test or class). I studied so hard for the exam even if it was all pointless given the university would be kicking me out anyway… 

I actually got the 2nd highest score in the final exam which makes me REALLY HAPPY and accomplished. The person who got a higher score than me took 2 years of Latin yet I was just 6 points behind him hehe. 

Nevertheless, I’m 95% certain that the school won’t let me continue to stay in the university… I’d have to transfer and start all over again and spending 11 years in college is… such an exhausting experience.

Moreover, my dad might not be able to support me until graduation–it might be better to just work. Afterall I’ve already spent 6 years in college. 

Uncertainty aside, I’ve been studying Cliffs Quick Review for Spanish I. I just finished reading til Chapter 6.

My life seems to be going nowhere but I’d feel more lost without doing anything.